Okay, I don't wanna sound selfish or anything, but...
I am beautiful. I don't mean this is a super conceited way. We are all beautiful, in our own way. We all have our flaws, including myself.
I have these moments, that can either last a whole night, or maybe less than an hour, in which I feel beautiful. I'm having one of these moments right now actually. These moments just happen almost randomly.
Literally, I'll just look in my mirror, and be like, "I am beautiful." I'll usually stare at myself for a little bit and allow myself to realize how beautiful I actually am. Other times when I look in the mirror, I can't but see my flaws. I see my pimples, my acne, my chapped lips, my uncontrollable hair, just everything. These moments are the exact opposite. This time, I see how pretty the color of my hair is, my fair skin and how it matched my grey-ish blue eyes fairly well. I don't know why, but I just love my eye color. I think it's awesome how blue they are sometimes or how cool they look when they are almost completely grey.
It's times like this I can't get over myself. Maybe this sounds so conceited, but it's true. It's nice to feel beautiful every once in a while, even if I'm just alone. I like to just feel beautiful as myself without trying hard and just knowing I'm naturally beautiful in my own way.
I think everyone deserves this feeling every once in a while. With society being so judgmental as it is, it's awesome to feel good in your own skin. It's fun to have these moments where it seems no one can bring you down. You just feel proud of yourself for being yourself.
I'm sure we all have those family members, friends, and neighbors who always tell us how pretty we are, and we can't help but not believe them. Well, sometimes it's great to know they are right, that they aren't just saying that.
Honestly, I hope whoever is reading this has had this feeling before. If not, you really should know you are beautiful, even if no one has said it lately. You are gorgeous. You are pretty. You are beautiful. You are you.
I have had this feeling; in fact, it has been proven it is a natural tendency to look at ourselves when presented with a reflective object, and, unless we truly hate ourselves, we sometimes just stare and wonder if what we see is what others see. I like your style, and I'm a nerdfighter as well, so I would appreciate it if you read my blog and tell me what you think. Thanks - J.R. http://nerdbooktopia.blogspot.com/
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